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| Current music: | 1*15*96-The Ataris |
THEY KNOW!!
Oh my god. Today was the absolute worst day in the entire history of my pathetic life. Last nite after I came home from my friends with benfits buddy Sean's house, he got high and told me he would call me later. Well he did and we got on the topic of having a relationship. I really want one with him. Anywayz he's all high and everything and he says that he never wants to be in another relationship with a bi girl again. He said he jus doesnt want to even be bothered with it. It hurt me so bad when he said that. I started crying alot. That was last nite and all today I cried. It's so pathetic but everytime I think bout it I start crying alot.Like rite now. Actually last nite was one good thing. I was really upset but I didnt cut myself at all. Mainly cuz I couldnt get up and get my razor. A couple ppl now know that I'm depressed and that I cut myself. My one friend Jen doesn't like that I cut myself but says as long as I don't cut my wrists again it's ok. Well rite now my friend Kristen is coming over and her bf Tom jus broke up with her so this wont be a good nite for any1
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