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the last little while has been fucked up, i miss some people but that's okay. i always miss people i just need to learn how to deal with it. yup. so anyways, today during my 1st spare i got to sleep in, and in 2nd i was allowed to sit in my regular spot, but bob wasnt there! woo, creative writing was fun, haha i thought ashley named her characters after their postal codes. funny stuff. i got to spend all of lunch with darrell, we walked around - and it was fun even though we didnt do much, i always have fun with him, lent is so dumb though. then i had a spare in fourth! me and amber sat in the caf. lame. fifth was gay...56% on math test, IM GONNA FAIL....ARGH. slept all evening, get to go to darrellls this weekend again to watch movies. im pissed off at myself, and always will be, i cant stop writing. i wrote like....6 pages in my journal last night. random things, i wanna delete but save somewhere... [2WEEKS!] &she whispers - "sweet snapshots can't replace - the things that time erased." says: haha aw thank you. savannah_is_kooler_than_pot_roast@yourfa haha no no,t hanky tou! haha best msn name ever. lance talk with amanda... sAv. - "..a brown haired boy with hazel eyes, with love so big it can't fit inside." says: i was so into feeling feelings..before i met lance, i wanted to feel everything and write it down, i wanted to remember it forever, and then i met lance and i stopped writing, and i thought happiness would bring me more writing, but it brought me nothing, and it wasnt happiness, i just felt numb all those months, day after day - i was happy the first two weeks, then the reminder of the six months all i wanted to do was want it to go back, and after i finally had the courage to dump him, [i was too scared too.] and after some time, i slowly started to feel like myself again. sAv. - "..a brown haired boy with hazel eyes, with love so big it can't fit inside." says: i started feeling things like real happiness, and pain and regret, and it felt like he put a bunch of layers of fakeness all over me, and they were slowly peeling off with each day sAv. - "..a brown haired boy with hazel eyes, with love so big it can't fit inside." says: til i could really feel things again, thats when i started falling in love with everything all over again i think, notice stupid things, and getting excited by seeing my breath outside or getting a bruise, cause i knew i was real and i didnt want to lose that again sAv. - "..a brown haired boy with hazel eyes, with love so big it can't fit inside." says: does that make sense? YAY DARRELL. Man made booze. God made pot. God is perfect. Man is not. (not that i believe in god or anything) says: YAY!!!! happy 2 week anniversary of not smoking!!!! [2WEEKS!] &she whispers - "sweet snapshots can't replace - the things that time erased." says: welll thanks for telling me i could do it. Man made booze. God made pot. God is perfect. Man is not. (not that i believe in god or anything) says: lol i never realy told you you could do it, did i? Man made booze. God made pot. God is perfect. Man is not. (not that i believe in god or anything) says: i was more of just pushing you to do it [2WEEKS!] &she whispers - "sweet snapshots can't replace - the things that time erased." says: yah Man made booze. God made pot. God is perfect. Man is not. (not that i believe in god or anything) says: bekuz i knew you could [2WEEKS!] &she whispers - "sweet snapshots can't replace - the things that time erased." says: well either way thanks Man made booze. God made pot. God is perfect. Man is not. (not that i believe in god or anything) says: no problem Man made booze. God made pot. God is perfect. Man is not. (not that i believe in god or anything) says: thanks for quitting, kuz u smoking was the only thing that really bothered me about you [2WEEKS!] &she whispers - "sweet snapshots can't replace - the things that time erased." says: well yay! Man made booze. God made pot. God is perfect. Man is not. (not that i believe in god or anything) says: its excellent, im so proud of you, bekuz i know yer not going to go back to smoking now that you've got no actual physical addiction Post a comment in response: |
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