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anderson71288 (11:23:07 PM): hey baby anderson71288 (11:23:15 PM): hey baby StellarChic625 (11:23:16 PM): hey hun StellarChic625 (11:23:19 PM): what's up? anderson71288 (11:23:39 PM): just got home from work StellarChic625 (11:23:43 PM): fun fun anderson71288 (11:23:53 PM): i liked the comment you left me on myspace.... anderson71288 (11:23:55 PM): lol StellarChic625 (11:24:03 PM): lol anderson71288 (11:24:33 PM): hey im gonna go eat real quick i will brb dont leave....or else....lol StellarChic625 (11:24:43 PM): haha alrighty anderson71288 signed off at 11:34:41 PM. anderson71288 went idle at 11:35:04 PM. ATTENTION: You are no longer rate limited, and you may now send messages. anderson71288 went idle at 11:39:08 PM. anderson71288 (11:45:10 PM): okay baby im back Auto Response from StellarChic625 (11:45:10 PM): I'm around here hanging with my sister and such, leave luuv! StellarChic625 (11:45:35 PM): alrighty anderson71288 (11:45:50 PM): you were bouts to get som else....lol StellarChic625 (11:46:03 PM): eh? anderson71288 (11:46:38 PM): i said dont leave or else...and i thought you were gone so you were bouts to get some else StellarChic625 (11:46:49 PM): ohh StellarChic625 (11:46:50 PM): haha StellarChic625 (11:46:59 PM): what is "some else"? anderson71288 (11:47:44 PM): nothing really i couldnt ever do anything mean to you or even mildly mean so its just and empty threat.... StellarChic625 (11:47:55 PM): ohh StellarChic625 (11:48:04 PM): lol, here I was all worried for no reason anderson71288 (11:48:17 PM): what were you worried about? anderson71288 (11:48:32 PM): or was that just sarcasm StellarChic625 (11:48:36 PM): about the "some else" lol anderson71288 (11:48:54 PM): it was no kisses for a week..... anderson71288 (11:49:24 PM): grrr..........i already miss you alot and you've only been gone one day StellarChic625 (11:49:45 PM): oh no, no kisses for a week, would that have been in addition to this week StellarChic625 (11:49:51 PM): I know, I miss you too anderson71288 (11:49:56 PM): no anderson71288 (11:50:00 PM): just this week anderson71288 (11:50:28 PM): cuz thats the only way i could enforce it by not seeing you for a week StellarChic625 (11:51:37 PM): lol StellarChic625 (11:52:30 PM): what? you can't go that long without kissing me? lol anderson71288 (11:52:43 PM): with you i cant go five minutes..... anderson71288 (11:52:55 PM): cuz......... anderson71288 (11:52:59 PM): every time we touch......lol StellarChic625 (11:53:03 PM): teehee anderson71288 (11:54:09 PM): im havin aaron make me a mp3 with all his techno music so you should be ready for that by the time you get back...just thought i should warn you StellarChic625 (11:54:49 PM): haha alrighty StellarChic625 (11:54:56 PM): techno is alright anderson71288 (11:55:40 PM): this is crazy hard core techno....lol anderson71288 (11:56:46 PM): how was your day? StellarChic625 (11:57:40 PM): boring lol StellarChic625 (11:57:55 PM): slept at least like 6 hours of the drive so now I'm like wired anderson71288 (11:58:10 PM): im sorry StellarChic625 (11:58:20 PM): it's alright StellarChic625 (11:58:26 PM): I have the lap top and whatever else to do StellarChic625 (11:58:33 PM): 'cause everyone is already in bed anderson71288 (11:58:45 PM): sweet anderson71288 (11:59:17 PM): my day isnt as exciting without you in it...... anderson71288 (11:59:35 PM): works abit longer too.... anderson71288 (11:59:44 PM): but its cool StellarChic625 (12:00:12 AM): aww StellarChic625 (12:00:30 AM): well, before you know it the week will be over and we'll get to see each other again anderson71288 (12:01:29 AM): and that why i'm tryin not to complain to much....its worth a week to be able to hear your sweet voice and see your pretty face.... StellarChic625 (12:01:46 AM): aww StellarChic625 (12:02:04 AM): damn, it's the stupid smiley faces lol anderson71288 (12:02:26 AM): silly rabit trix are for kids anderson71288 (12:02:46 AM): how bout i spell rabbit wrong while im at it StellarChic625 (12:03:14 AM): haha StellarChic625 (12:03:24 AM): silly kids, trix are for Chuck Norris anderson71288 (12:03:55 AM): when do you get back i got to mark it on my calendar StellarChic625 (12:04:39 AM): erm, saturday or sunday StellarChic625 (12:04:44 AM): I don't think they've decided yet anderson71288 (12:04:51 AM): okay then anderson71288 (12:05:27 AM): so you got any stories? StellarChic625 (12:05:51 AM): erm, my sister's baby is really cute anderson71288 (12:06:02 AM): sweet anderson71288 (12:06:17 AM): i dont see many babies.....lol StellarChic625 (12:06:30 AM): I bet not lol anderson71288 (12:06:34 AM): unless i talk to my mom anderson71288 (12:06:44 AM): she pops em out about every five minutes StellarChic625 (12:06:48 AM): hahaha StellarChic625 (12:07:23 AM): so how are things with your parents? StellarChic625 (12:07:28 AM): are you going to get kicked out? anderson71288 (12:08:10 AM): ummm..i dont know....i know i dont have a job at quiznos anymore tho.....he hired someone yesterday to replace me StellarChic625 (12:08:21 AM): yeah you told me about that StellarChic625 (12:08:26 AM): I'm sorry anderson71288 (12:08:44 AM): its cool i dont really care StellarChic625 (12:08:53 AM): that StellarChic625 (12:09:45 AM): *that's kinda shitty though, I mean you owe him money and stuff and he's just gonna fire you anderson71288 (12:10:40 AM): i forgot the delivery its my own fault i would fire me to...not only did i put him in a bind i risked customer relations as well..... anderson71288 (12:11:46 AM): i'll find a new job anderson71288 (12:11:48 AM): dont worry anderson71288 (12:11:56 AM): im good like that StellarChic625 (12:12:33 AM): yeah StellarChic625 (12:12:35 AM): I hope so anderson71288 (12:13:50 AM): whos the random black guy that left you that comment? StellarChic625 (12:13:57 AM): I have no idea StellarChic625 (12:14:03 AM): I was like o.O StellarChic625 (12:14:12 AM): it says he's from like New York or something' anderson71288 (12:14:45 AM): umm....okay i see how it is leave for a week and you decide you gonna go pick up ripped black guys.........pshshh StellarChic625 (12:15:36 AM): grosss StellarChic625 (12:16:22 AM): except, not lol StellarChic625 (12:16:37 AM): all I need is you anderson71288 (12:17:42 AM): thats good to know all i need it you too baby StellarChic625 (12:19:44 AM): so, do you have any stories? anderson71288 (12:20:49 AM): not really.......i just worked....i had that family reunion and stuff and thats about it StellarChic625 (12:20:59 AM): oh yeah StellarChic625 (12:21:10 AM): well that StellarChic625 (12:21:14 AM): *that's fun StellarChic625 (12:21:18 AM): gah, I hate this thing anderson71288 (12:21:33 AM): you type real good like.......lol StellarChic625 (12:22:09 AM): it's cause this lap top is set up weird and it keeps like moving to different places and it's just gay lol anderson71288 (12:22:27 AM): uh huh........sure....lol StellarChic625 (12:22:33 AM): StellarChic625 (12:22:37 AM): jerk StellarChic625 (12:22:52 AM): hey I'll be back in a minute anderson71288 (12:23:27 AM): okay StellarChic625 (12:29:37 AM): alrighty I StellarChic625 (12:29:43 AM): *I'm back anderson71288 (12:29:50 AM): okee dokee anderson71288 (12:29:56 AM): i love you StellarChic625 (12:30:27 AM): I love you too StellarChic625 (12:30:44 AM): lol I'm curious, when did you realize that? anderson71288 (12:30:56 AM): that i love you? StellarChic625 (12:31:44 AM): yes anderson71288 (12:31:55 AM): well i dont know i anderson71288 (12:34:13 AM): i've always had this feeling that was different about you....every time i see you i get butterflies in my stomach every time i think about you a smile comes to my face.....i just dont know there just somethin in you that i've always needed and you fill thtat emotional gap ive had ever since lindsey...when did you feel that way StellarChic625 (12:35:39 AM): awww anderson71288 (12:36:06 AM): and i mean every word of it too...i promise StellarChic625 (12:37:48 AM): I dunno, it's kinda a hard feeling to know exactly when it hits but I've just really cared about you and then recently we'd just be hanging out and I realized that I did love you and I really wanted to say it but I've never said that type of thing first so I was kinda scared to StellarChic625 (12:38:08 AM): lol, it StellarChic625 (12:38:33 AM): *it's definitely not as sweet as what you said but I dunno StellarChic625 (12:38:40 AM): it's just been so much different with you StellarChic625 (12:38:53 AM): in a good way StellarChic625 (12:39:48 AM): like I dunno, agh, I don't know how to explain it lol anderson71288 (12:41:41 AM): its alright i know how you feel i thought for a week before i knew what i wanted to say and it still didnt come out right i just didnt want you to think it was to early and i was really scared because ive never said it before and actually meant it this much.......i was so scared you were going to not say it back and i would have been brokin and i really didnt want you to say it back and not mean it StellarChic625 (12:42:52 AM): well I mean it StellarChic625 (12:43:04 AM): otherwise I wouldn't have tried to get you to say it anderson71288 (12:48:18 AM): what did you say last? StellarChic625 (12:48:35 AM): StellarChic625 (12:42:52 AM): well I mean it StellarChic625 (12:43:04 AM): otherwise I wouldn't have tried to get you to say it anderson71288 (12:50:01 AM): i know........thats the only reason i actually had enough nerve to say it StellarChic625 (12:50:23 AM): lol StellarChic625 (12:50:28 AM): well I'm glad you did StellarChic625 (12:50:35 AM): 'cause I was pretty much bursting to say it StellarChic625 (12:50:40 AM): and that never happens for me lol anderson71288 (12:54:35 AM): well im glad you feel different about me i wanna keep it that way......i love you and i know you've been screwed over before and im gonna make sure you never have the chance to look back at our relationship and find the flaws cuz its not going to be over on my part ever to you wont have the chance to look back only at the feeling i will always have for you anderson71288 (12:54:41 AM): it that makes any since StellarChic625 (12:55:21 AM): lol yeah it does StellarChic625 (12:55:56 AM): and I'm not gonna do anything to screw it up either and I want to always keep you happy anderson71288 (12:57:18 AM): well if it was contest you've got first place on how happy you make me babye StellarChic625 (12:57:29 AM): hahaha StellarChic625 (12:57:31 AM): you dork lol StellarChic625 (12:59:03 AM): like I don't want this to sound bad or anything but with other guys they've said I love you first and I usually just don't respond and then try to convince myself why I should love the person or something but with you it wans't even close to like that StellarChic625 (12:59:43 AM): I was just really afraid to tell you because I've never said it first and because I figured you were far from it because of that conversation we had a while ago about how long it takes to love someone anderson71288 (1:01:07 AM): well i might have exploded in happiness if you said it first cuz i love when girls do somethin risky first.......... anderson71288 (1:01:22 AM): but it all worked out great if i say so myself StellarChic625 (1:02:13 AM): lol, well I'm sorry I didn't make you explode in happiness StellarChic625 (1:02:28 AM): maybe I'll find something else to do that will make up for itlol anderson71288 (1:03:08 AM): your a perv.......lol anderson71288 (1:03:11 AM): and i imploded with happiness when you said it back dont worry StellarChic625 (1:03:50 AM): I didn't mean it like that lol StellarChic625 (1:04:11 AM): I think you're the perve for taking it the wrong way lol anderson71288 (1:06:10 AM): just jokin........you've allready takin care of makin me explode with happiness just by givin me the "smile"...... StellarChic625 (1:06:21 AM): teehee StellarChic625 (1:06:40 AM): which I still keep smiling stupidly for no reason lol anderson71288 (1:07:58 AM): well you remember my goal right? to keep a permanent smile on your face and get rid of all your negativness StellarChic625 (1:08:49 AM): lol well I've been smiling quite a bit and I'm not near as negative as I have been lol anderson71288 (1:09:33 AM): well looks like im doing a decent job StellarChic625 (1:10:03 AM): I'd say you're doing a great job lol anderson71288 (1:11:12 AM): well hope so.......what made you randomly ask why i love you........it made me a bit nervous StellarChic625 (1:11:23 AM): I was just curious StellarChic625 (1:11:32 AM): and I didn't ask why, I asked when you realized it lol StellarChic625 (1:11:41 AM): why were you nervous? anderson71288 (1:12:34 AM): i thought you were going to be like well i thought about it and maybe we should hold off on it anderson71288 (1:12:38 AM): i was scared StellarChic625 (1:13:56 AM): aw, well I'm sorry I worried you StellarChic625 (1:14:20 AM): I was just curious 'cause you said you had been trying to say it for a week so I didn't know when you actually started feeling it anderson71288 (1:15:52 AM): we you afaid i was feeling it to early? StellarChic625 (1:16:38 AM): no StellarChic625 (1:16:46 AM): I was just curious lol StellarChic625 (1:17:14 AM): had you felt it like the first week I wouldn't have thought it was too early, like I've said before, it just varies on the person anderson71288 (1:17:45 AM): you loved me back then? anderson71288 (1:18:21 AM): cuz i knew i felt different about you from the night with the pills.....i was willing to go throgu anderson71288 (1:18:27 AM): through any thing for you StellarChic625 (1:18:40 AM): well, not yet, I was just using that as an example StellarChic625 (1:19:19 AM): yeah, I felt the same way anderson71288 (1:19:51 AM): whoa im confused what? StellarChic625 (1:20:03 AM): arg lol StellarChic625 (1:20:51 AM): lol I knew the feelings and stuff were stronger when the pill thing happened, but I didn't love you back then, I was using that as an example StellarChic625 (1:20:58 AM): sorry, that was confusing lol anderson71288 (1:21:06 AM): ic anderson71288 (1:21:36 AM): well at least you love me now StellarChic625 (1:21:46 AM): did you love me then? anderson71288 (1:23:33 AM): it takes alot for me to love a person.......i wouldnt say the first week i loved you i know i cared about you more than anyone else but i still had the whole trust issue thing and stuff anderson71288 (1:24:12 AM): so ive always been really afraid to really love a person cuz i was so scared of being hurt anderson71288 (1:25:17 AM): but right now the way i love you i know i can really trust you........and that means alot to me anderson71288 (1:25:34 AM): trust is number one on my list anderson71288 (1:27:13 AM): hello? StellarChic625 (1:27:29 AM): sorry! anderson71288 (1:27:40 AM): i thought my internet broke again StellarChic625 (1:27:51 AM): I'm glad you trust me, and I definitely won't do anything to betray that trust StellarChic625 (1:28:16 AM): and I really trust you too which rarely happens for me either anderson71288 (1:29:18 AM): well thats good..........i know this is going to be the best relationship were both every going to have...at least that what i wish for every night at 11:11....... StellarChic625 (1:30:05 AM): StellarChic625 (1:30:31 AM): well, I intend to make it the best, and I know you do too, so there's no reason why it shouldn't be lol anderson71288 (1:31:02 AM): i agree anderson71288 (1:34:45 AM): i dont know like i said before you ive only really loved lindsey and she fucked me over and i dated alot tryin to find that feeling and i couldnt se i knew i was hurting girls so i stopped dating and 7 months later i decided to date this amazing girl.....and that feeling i've been looking for , for two years is finally back and i really do love you with all my heart and never wanna let you go....cuz i really do love you and it makes me so happy because i know you feel the same way and i finally know all i had to go through is finally worth it just because i can love you. StellarChic625 (1:36:25 AM): awww StellarChic625 (1:36:32 AM): you're so amazing Derek anderson71288 (1:38:38 AM): hey babe its you that makes me feel this way and for some reason explaining how i feel for you is easy because its always on my mind StellarChic625 (1:39:08 AM): lol well I've never been good with explaining feelings but I'm definitely trying for you StellarChic625 (1:39:42 AM): and I've never been so like happy in love because I've never had someone treat me so good, and I dunno, it's just amazing to finally get to feel like this anderson71288 (1:41:20 AM): well you deserve more of it and i try my hardest to treat you how you should be treated and i probally shouldnt say try because it comes easy to treat you good cuz your the most amazing girl i have ever met StellarChic625 (1:42:17 AM): StellarChic625 (1:42:28 AM): and you're definitely the most amazing guy I've met StellarChic625 (1:42:40 AM): lol so I guess we go pretty well together anderson71288 (1:43:02 AM): i dont guess.....i know...lol StellarChic625 (1:43:50 AM): lol I feel lame 'cause you always explain things better than I do, and you like put a long sweet explanation and all I can say is "aww" lol anderson71288 (1:45:33 AM): well i dont know it just comes easy to me like i said anderson71288 (1:46:07 AM): i told you i wanted the most open relationship either of us has had to i openly express my feeling for you anderson71288 (1:47:51 AM): even if it is hard to explain our feeling right sometimes StellarChic625 (1:48:02 AM): yeah StellarChic625 (1:48:08 AM): well, I try to explain things StellarChic625 (1:51:02 AM): it just usually comes out all jumbled and retarded sounding anderson71288 (1:51:29 AM): well i dont care its the meaning that counts not who it sounds.......... anderson71288 (1:51:36 AM): by who i mean how StellarChic625 (1:52:05 AM): haha anderson71288 (1:53:12 AM): well i know the clearest thing that i mean the most i that i love you....and i think that pretty much cover whatever im thinking when it comes to you StellarChic625 (1:53:35 AM): yeah StellarChic625 (1:53:49 AM): and I love you too anderson71288 (1:54:34 AM): that still makes me smile every time you say it.........lol StellarChic625 (1:55:42 AM): lol it makes me smile too StellarChic625 (1:56:12 AM): I really didn't think you'd say it for a couple more months anderson71288 (1:59:13 AM): if you didnt push it i might have waited a couple of months cuz i was so scared it might ruin our relationship anderson71288 (1:59:31 AM): but im a little girl when i comes to feeling StellarChic625 (2:01:28 AM): lol well I'm glad I pushed it then StellarChic625 (2:01:35 AM): and nothing like that would ruin our relationship StellarChic625 (2:01:51 AM): I wouldn't be like...gee...he loves me, maybe I should break up with him anderson71288 (2:02:46 AM): well i really wanted you to feel the same way so i was scared........ StellarChic625 (2:03:47 AM): lol well I do, so aren't you glad you said it and didn't worry over it for a few more months? anderson71288 (2:03:59 AM): yes i am anderson71288 (2:05:10 AM): well if you want the truth i talked to anna about it anderson71288 (2:05:30 AM): if she didnt tell you already StellarChic625 (2:06:31 AM): lol she told me after I i/med her the morning after I stayed with you like "derek told me he loves me!!!" anderson71288 (2:07:01 AM): o well she told me not to say it until later on so i was really scared anderson71288 (2:08:24 AM): dont tell her i told you that tho StellarChic625 (2:09:17 AM): I won't anderson71288 (2:09:40 AM): but you can just imagine how scared i was then StellarChic625 (2:09:55 AM): why? 'cause she told you not to say it? anderson71288 (2:10:29 AM): ya.......i thought that was some kind of girl hint cuz you girls are confusing StellarChic625 (2:11:58 AM): well I hadn't really talked to her recently so I'm sure she just wasn't sure what I felt about it anderson71288 (2:12:29 AM): thats what she said anderson71288 (2:13:18 AM): so what are you up too? StellarChic625 (2:13:29 AM): just sitting here anderson71288 (2:15:13 AM): you were just taking a while to answer sorry StellarChic625 (2:15:50 AM): sorry, I was telling Anna goodbye and such and trying to find some things out about walgreens accounting center anderson71288 (2:16:08 AM): i need to put in an app there StellarChic625 (2:16:33 AM): yeah I'm going to when I get back StellarChic625 (2:16:43 AM): I need moneys so I can actually pay for a car lol anderson71288 (2:17:03 AM): i thought you had to be 18? StellarChic625 (2:17:16 AM): nope anderson71288 (2:17:25 AM): ic StellarChic625 (2:18:07 AM): my friend works there and he's only 17 anderson71288 (2:18:17 AM): who that? StellarChic625 (2:18:27 AM): corbin anderson71288 (2:18:33 AM): ic anderson71288 (2:19:09 AM): well all i know is i need to find a decent job before i get kicked out of my house StellarChic625 (2:20:21 AM): yeah StellarChic625 (2:20:25 AM): I'm sure you will StellarChic625 (2:20:31 AM): you have good people skills and such anderson71288 (2:20:48 AM): i hate people.............lol StellarChic625 (2:21:03 AM): yes, but you don't act like it when you're working StellarChic625 (2:21:23 AM): you should totally come down here with me next summer lol StellarChic625 (2:21:28 AM): sorry, that was random anderson71288 (2:22:00 AM): i will for sure anderson71288 (2:24:25 AM): i like summer places StellarChic625 (2:24:34 AM): yeah lol StellarChic625 (2:24:40 AM): and we could swim and be lazy lol StellarChic625 (2:24:57 AM): and stay the night with each other without getting in trouble! lol anderson71288 (2:25:13 AM): that would be great StellarChic625 (2:26:10 AM): yeah and especially since I'll probably be 18 by the time I'd wanna come down next summer so my parents wouldn't really be able to do anything if I wanted to have you come with me as long as it was alright with my sister anderson71288 (2:31:52 AM): that would be great StellarChic625 (2:33:47 AM): definitely anderson71288 (2:41:41 AM): your really quiet now StellarChic625 (2:41:54 AM): sorry StellarChic625 (2:42:01 AM): just looking for lyrics and such to put in my profile StellarChic625 (2:42:07 AM): you're not talking either lol anderson71288 (2:44:42 AM): well im not a very talkitive person so you have to talk....................... StellarChic625 (2:45:40 AM): >.< anderson71288 (2:47:16 AM): well anyway anderson71288 (2:47:35 AM): it says you dont have any profile info StellarChic625 (2:47:42 AM): I know StellarChic625 (2:47:49 AM): I'm not done finding lyrics yet StellarChic625 (2:47:52 AM): I can't find many good ones anderson71288 (2:48:12 AM): you deleted the whole profile? StellarChic625 (2:48:29 AM): no, I just didn't have one here anderson71288 (2:48:47 AM): ummm....okay then anderson71288 (2:51:28 AM): without you here to wear me out i can stay up forever....lol StellarChic625 (2:51:38 AM): haha I bet StellarChic625 (2:51:50 AM): I should sleep soon but I'm not that tired anderson71288 (2:52:29 AM): its not like you need any beauty sleep cuz im pretty sure the prettiest girl i know already......... StellarChic625 (2:52:48 AM): lol thanks StellarChic625 (2:54:34 AM): you work tomorrow? anderson71288 (2:54:44 AM): yes'm StellarChic625 (2:55:11 AM): I thought you didn't work on Sundays now anderson71288 (2:56:05 AM): i offered to work since you werent here StellarChic625 (2:56:27 AM): ohh ok StellarChic625 (2:56:35 AM): do you work every day this week? anderson71288 (2:56:44 AM): yes mam anderson71288 (2:56:56 AM): 70 hours StellarChic625 (2:57:27 AM): geez anderson71288 (2:57:39 AM): i have no reason not to work anderson71288 (2:59:37 AM): tryin to get all the hours i can get in and im not missin out on seeing you StellarChic625 (3:00:14 AM): true anderson71288 (3:01:47 AM): yep so i should be filling out apps. right now but im lazy StellarChic625 (3:03:59 AM): well, just don't put it off for too long anderson71288 (3:04:30 AM): i wont but i think 2:04 in the morning isnt good app. time StellarChic625 (3:04:48 AM): probably not lol StellarChic625 (3:05:59 AM): I love you StellarChic625 (3:06:04 AM): anderson71288 (3:06:11 AM): I love you too baby anderson71288 (3:06:27 AM): StellarChic625 (3:11:23 AM): so, apparently my dad is thinking of selling me the dodge when I get a little bit more money saved anderson71288 (3:11:37 AM): that sounds sweet anderson71288 (3:14:33 AM): well babe i think im going to attempt to get ready for bed anderson71288 (3:14:45 AM): i love you and i will talk to you tommorow night StellarChic625 (3:15:49 AM): alrighty StellarChic625 (3:16:01 AM): have a good day tomorrow, I love you too, goodnight! anderson71288 (3:17:01 AM): night Post a comment in response: |
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