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Delicate Torture (puritycorrupted) wrote,
@ 2006-04-13 12:32:00
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    Current mood: sad
    Current music:James Blunt - I Really Want You

    ...And you're listening to the sound of my breaking heart.
    I Grieve
    (Peter Gabriel)


    It was only one hour ago
    It was all so different then
    There’s nothing yet has really sunk in
    Looks like it always did
    This flesh and bone
    It’s just the way that you would tied in
    Now there’s no-one home

    I grieve for you
    You leave me
    ‘so hard to move on
    Still loving what’s gone
    They say life carries on
    Carries on and on and on and on

    The news that truly shocks is the empty empty page
    While the final rattle rocks it’s empty empty cage
    And I can’t handle this

    I grieve for you
    You leave me
    Let it out and move on
    Missing what’s gone
    They say life carries on
    They say life carries on and on and on

    Life carries on
    In the people I meet
    In everyone that’s out on the street
    In all the dogs and cats
    In the flies and rats
    In the rot and the rust
    In the ashes and the dust
    Life carries on and on and on and on
    Life carries on and on and on

    It’s just the car that we ride in
    A home we reside in
    The face that we hide in
    The way we are tied in
    And life carries on and on and on and on
    Life carries on and on and on

    Did I dream this belief?
    Or did I believe this dream?
    Now I can find relief
    I grieve


    It is strange that something said to me carries less reality for me than it does when it is told to another person. He's often said that he isn't involved with anyone and apparently there was a subtext in my mind that said "except you." Hearing that he said the same to someone else dramatically changed what the subtext said.

    I didn't realise I was such a gifted liar.



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