I haven't needed a journal in ages....
Here I am again, pouring my soul out on a computer. I know it's stupid, but it's like a best friend who doesn't want to talk about themselves. I have a good day, and I can gloat. I have a bad day and I can fume. Nobody can say shit about it either.
So I started music school. It's more than I could have possibly imagined. There is more support and more individual attention than I could even dream of. The people I have met there are, for the most part, all good people. There have been the handful of superficiates, and one or two slight annoyances.... but other than that, great people.
I also met him. Who is him, you ask? The guy I've been looking for all my life. I had just ended things with Tad, told him he was crazy.... and I had given up on finding mr. right. I thought, school comes first. Must focus! And absolutely no guys at school. Well, here's the ting about love. See, you don't have any control over where it comes from, it just shows up right when you least expect it. For instance, overlooking the city. Making up cheezy handshakes and playing thumb war like a couple of 13 year olds trying to figure out if the other person is interested. I never expected love. Too bad it overcame my soul...... Prince charming's name? Aaron. I couldn't have put it better myself. The best thing that ever could have happened, did. Part of me wishes it had happened sooner, and the other part wonders how I found him so soon.....
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