|Current music:||Hole - Rock Star|
I feel so much better. I finally removed Kat from my friends list. FREEDOM! She'll probably ask me why tommorrow. It'll be one of the few times she's come and talked to me even though she's across the fucking hallway from me. Even though she'll walk with Bloody(oh I bet she forgot about how she hated Bloody) from downstairs, across the whole fucking school to Bloody's class but she can't just walk across the hallway to say hi to me. and it's not like I avoided her. I went to her class room and said hi to her. I'm just angry.
So...me and Bob. Not much going on. I still have to get up the nerve to tell him but atleast this crush I'm sorta...kinda...maybe friends with him...:le sigh:
You know what I love. That 'punk rock love' list. Man...I need to find it. I'll put it in my zine, read it every day and dream. Man I'm emo.
I really hate Bloody. "i'm the only one who listens to real punk like the adicts." fucking cunt. "I don't shower cause I'm gutter punk." YOU LIVE IN THE FUCKING SUBURBS, TAKE A SHOWER AND STOP WEARING THE SAME PANTS. i KNOW YOU HAVE MORE CLOTHES THEN THAT. god...I'm pissed...arrg.
I really do like Bob...he's the only guy that I like so much that no other guy matters(like I have any other guys). I'm such a sad little person.