chris didnt call last night like i thought he would. i feel like such a bitch because im so worried about what hes doing. but i cant help it. im just so scared that hes like dating or hooking up or something... and chris's mom called me crazy or something a few days ago and now shes denying it to me. wtfever.
i gotta go to the doctor tomorrow bro.. i feel like crap... caryn and christie were supposed to come over today but i dunno now because caryn has a concert band show. whatever. im doing caryn a favor by drumming on the recording, AND letting them record at my house, and then she tries to tell me that i cant have sam over at MY house when im doing them fucking FAVORS? jesus christ. fuck that man.
anyways.. i dont know what im gonna do/if im doing anything today cuz im sick.
i guess ill update later?