|Current mood:|| confused|
:( I hate my life!
u know i hate my fuckin life so much right now! not only am I confused I'm angry and sad I hate having so many emotions at one time! Jason NEVER talks ta me nemore!!! I've talked ta him one fuckin time this week and maybe its stupid of me ta bitch but I feel so neglected instead of talking ta me when he knows he has a day off the day before after hes finished working he goes and gets drunk with his friends so he sleeps the entire day that he is off :( and we dont talk until like 2 am and thats the only day we talk! :( *sigh* I dunno what ta do I dunno how ta tell him we dont talk enuff cuz then he'll think Im breaking up with him and maybe that is the best thing ta do since he doesnt seem ta wanna really be with me neway I dunno we prbly wont talk again tanite *sigh* well i guess i'll go comment so the entry was so bitchy :s I just feel really confused right now