| Current mood: | Determined to kill |
| Current music: | Buffy theme song in my head. |
As I wollow in self pitty
I have had a horrible day. I want to pick fights with 2 people. Corie and Tyrone. I hate them. I know I can kick Tyrones ass. Im definitely sure I can kill Corie. He got in my face today, and told me I was a pussy just like Jon. Jon left. Corie just sat there in my face, we were just staring into eachothers eyes. We both saw pure hate. He says he doesn't hate me, but he does. If he starts a fight with me, I will finish it. I don't care what it takes, I will win. Even if it means I have to get beat to a bloody pulp to do it. Jon told me to pick a fight with him, and that he would be right behind me if I needed any help. I don't need your help, sorry Jon. I can handle him. I'm a Slayer. I can take anyone or anything. I could probably take and kill every single person in this school, and once I was done, Jon would be the only one standing in my way. And it's relative that I will try to do that when the time comes. And I'm sure if he kills everyone first, I will be the only one standing in his way to pure victory. People under estimate me. I have been training day in and day out. I am sore, bruised and cut all over my body. I am ready to fight anyone who tries to come through me. I may have thought that I could have taken anyone a couple weeks ago, but I was wrong. Jon put me down. I failed. I felt as if all the torture, drive, evil, strife and slayerness had just all gone away. Not anymore. I am stronger now. I have deeper boundaries, I will take anyone who tries to go through me. Faith helped me gain my confidence back. Even though she is not real, I thank her for that. You too Buffy, your the one who gave me the anger to strive on and do better. I have been waiting for this day for the longest time and now, it has finally came. Tomorrow Corie and I will meet out in the parking lot to start one of the Falcon Highs most epic battles of all time. It will be pure glory. And Jon, I hope you'll be there to cheer me on, like you have always done. But this time, I'm not going to call for you when I'm in pain, I can take the pain. The pain just makes me want more and it pushes me on to bigger and better things. Yes, Corie may be a lot stronger, bigger, and tougher than me. But, he isn't as smart as me. He thinks hes won already. But he has no fucking idea what hes getting himself into. No weapons, just bear skin. He may be a black belt in karate, but I can still take him. If I can take a 5'11''strong mexican who is also a slayer. I can take Corie. I am more readsy than I have ever been in my entire life. I will succeed. Ill probably get suspended, but thats a chance Im willing toi take. If anything were to go wrong, like if he were to karate kick my ass to the floor and beat me. That just make me train even harder and harder. I am willing to give whatever it takes to beat that son of a bitch. I will be back momentarily with the results of ERIC VS. CORIE
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