| Current mood: |  cynical |
| Current music: | natasha bedingfield - single |
16 oct 4.56pm. a nite of battles.
i fought 2 battles on thursdae nite - vocal exam & a struggle for forgiveness.
finally. it was the final cut to see if i'm ready for wat it tks. and obviously, i'm not. mr roy thought i was nervous when i was doing my recording, and i sure was. my voice was practically shaking when i was singing. well, i'm not realli sure if tt's singin, or can it be consider as shouting. haha. aniwae, i tried to do my best and pretend tt mr. roy wasn't der. it was indeed easier said than done. it's all over now. i passed my test! *relief* it's out rather fast but i wasn't sure of the actual results yet. gotta wait till my a&r manager to ring mi up. now to the nxt obstacle i'll be facing - monetary support.
i learnt sumting frm the "talk" tt nite. sum ppl r jus not worth for ur sympathy. i jus dun understand how sumone can plead for forgiveness, or say tt he's sorry when thru his eyes and body language he seems lik he's ready for avenges, anitym. I dun understand how he can be such a coward to pretend tt he’s not running away and jus shift the blame to sumone who is the victim of his sin. How sumone can jus call for ur help then later thinks u’r not fit to be talking to him. Talk abt immatureness.
Grooving tonite. Cherry brandy awaits.
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