|Current music:||don't slow down - copeland|
disappointment is a game for two
it's been a while... a year? i'm not sure.
well... it was recently my birthday. it was a GREAT birthday. i partied with the mexicans. good times. dance offs and lots of cake. i felt like a celebrity. i believe that's how you should feel on your birthday. anyways, the person i wanted to most to remember it, didn't. that sucks. it's not like she didn't know. life is full of disappointment. girls are a lot of trouble. i don't know if it's worth the hastle. i finally putting myself "out there", and it's stressful and i hurt a lot. i just want someone who cares and shows it. is that asking too much? you have my attention.
i'm also going to england soon. that's scary. i have a bit of trouble with my visa/passport right now. i have 4 weeks to fix it. we will see. i'm more nervous than anything right now... i'm not excited at all. i am buying a new laptop. i'm excited about that... (i'm a geek)
i'm working at mexican camp right now. the kids are great. so friendly... i wish all kids could be like that. there is a definite difference between the mexican and kids from spain. wow. well... that's it.