|Current mood:|| depressed|
Just got in another might with my mother. She always makes me feel so bad. Why can't she understand that I want her to say something good about me? I do love her but I always feel inffficient, like I'm not what she wanted me to be, that I'm too... bad? Either way, I still feel horrible. I want to feel loved; and I know that sound cheesy, but seriously. Oh well. *locks all knives away* I don't think I'll kill myself today... I hope...