|Current mood:|| confused|
growing up is hard to do
what a great saying huh? and the hardest part is love. Its so hard when you love someone and you know you have to make decisions that are going to cause you pain along with the person you love. Nathan has been the biggest part of my life going on 3 years now. I have loved, learned, and experienced so much with him. There is nothing more i want in this world than to make Nathan happy but none of the decisions i am making right now are going to let that happen......but i cant alter those decisions ya know? These are the decisions that are molding the rest of my life! Sigh....all i want to do is be happy, Nathan be happy, and both of us be happy for each other......together or just friends. I need closure in some way to help relieve this strain in my life......someone help me!