| Current mood: | upset |
| Current music: | nobody's home |
This hurts far more than it should.
I can't believe I've let myself break into a million pieces over this. he doesn't want to be my boyfriend - get over it. i wish it were that easy. and i have no one ! no one is around. i can't talk to anybody. you have no idea how much this hurts. no fucking clue. and you could probably care less. maybe that's just my upset self talking, but i don't like this at all and i dont' understand how you can be fine with it. i guess you had time to prepare for it. i mean you talked to EVERYBODY about it and I of course was left clueless. and now you've got all your friends and they're probably all by your side. and i'm left alone. with no one. watching gilmore girls all night because i can't sleep. i'm just as pathetic as i sound, really.
so here i am. you've given up and I.. havn't. congratulations.
oh, and i'm sick. what an awesome fucking time to be sick.
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