Argh, fucking hell, I can't take it anymore. I had to hold in my tears all last lesson then finally let them out on the bus and I've been crying since. On Friday my dad really overstepped the line, telling me he'll smash my face in and that I can't sing and shit, I hate it, I can't stand it anymore, I hate my family, I hate near enough everyone, I hate myself. I've totally lost faith in myself, something I thought I'd never do. I can't take anything, I just wanna die. I need to go for a walk but it's too late now...