Now that I actually have the time to talk I will talk about some things that have been on my poor little malfunctioning brain.
The O.C.- As soon as I saw that chick rub up on Luke at the very begining I said, "Hes gonna fucking cheat on her. haha." Then when her dad called her and said "Your mom and I are getting a divorce," I said "You know, Marrisa should kill herself. That would be great." And what do you know. She took my suggestion. I mean come on. How much better would the show be with out her? tons! She sucked anyways. Plus she should make up for Colin... which in in my next thing...
Everwood- Colin died. He sucked too but I liked him for some reason. I guess I was happy he died just because it made Amy so pissed off. I fuckin hate Amy. But I dont think its fair that everyone gets pissed at Andy. I mean what the shit it that. People die all the time from doctors, no body gets pissed at that, do they? He tried right? they knew all the possible outcomes? I mean they were asking for it. You know speaking of this when I found out that colin died, I was sad and almost cried. What makes it even worse was that I did cry earlier that day to an episode of Step By Step. The one where Rich and Dana were going to a wedding and he took dancing lessons for her. Yeah I cried at that but when people die I couldnt care less.
I am so depressed. My mom asked me last week if I was going to kill myself. Which made me even more depressed. I said no, which made me cry because I knew I was right. I wouldnt. I couldnt. But it you asked me how many times I have tried, would it surprise you? I dont think that it would. I mean you would expect this shit from a "troubled teen" like me. I will never be anything more than that to anyone. Not even if I tried.