|Current mood:|| optimistic|
|Current music:||Christina Aguilera - Soar|
Last night sucked. I got so depressed and I don't even know why. I was just sitting in my room and all of a sudden I started bawling. It wasn't like a suicidal kind of depressed like I get every so often. It was like a lonely kind of depressed. I don't know. So at like 2 AM when I gave up on trying to sleep I ate some frosting and watched Fantasia. For some odd reason that really calmed me down. I feel like a new person! This morning I went on a 4 mile run through the woods down at the State Park. It was so peaceful: just me, the birds, and the wind. I guess the importance of all this was that I learned that I can't just sit around and wait for life to happen. I have to make my life the way I want it. Anything is possible.