|Current music:||John Mayer - "Why Georgia"|
I feel like my life is turning into the same slow cycle day after day and I know this is virtually impossible since I am much busier than I even begin to give myself credit for. I have fallen into a lot of the same patterns daily though and I think once you begin doing this that life feels more like a pattern set on loop than actually living. I think that must be why so many people feel that spontaneity is such an important part of keeping your life healthy. You need to experience more than just walks at two am, green tea every morning and Nick at Night. I try to live life more by the moment but then I become so wrapped up in my own anxiety that it's never as exciting as I know it should be. I forgot where I was going with this so I might just stop now. I guess I just want something new.