|Current mood:|| hopeful|
|Current music:||The Trolleyvox- I know you're high|
I have some time to kill between classes, so here it goes, I guess.
I have been strangely happy these past few days, and I'm not exactly sure whether or not to fully trust it--my god, I want to trust it.
You've been burned more than once; you don't think much of trust...
He is easily the most amazing person in my life. I don't even know how to picture myself without him anymore, and it seriously hurts to even try. Since the first day we met there's just been some kind of weird connection...I feel so lame talking like this, because usually I'm the biggest skeptic and cynic in the world when it comes to love, but I can feel him changing that every time I'm with him. We've been together four months now, and as weird as this sounds, I feel so certain sometimes that he is the one. I have never, EVER, considered spending the rest of my life with the guy I was with--even when I was in a 5 year relationship, I knew it was bound to fall apart at any given moment (which it did).
But I feel like this is it for me. He is it for me. I'm not sure what spell he has me under, but I never, ever want to snap out of it. I want to stay with him forever; I never want this to end.