coming to terms with reality.
humm. i'm beginning to get emotional about this whole graduation thing. i read lauren's valedictorian speech and actually teared up! i was just sitting in my studio trying to not let this get out of control. now i'm thinking that if i was this affected right now, how am i going to hold it together at our graduation exhibition? its just so weird to know that in two weeks i'm finished here. i can't just go into my studio and work on my sushi paintings when i feel like it anymore. i won't get to see lauren, jenal and leah everyday. i won't be annoyed with annoying people anymore, and i won't get to hear Art Green's fabulous stories of the past. i won't get to snicker at the blonde booby-lisous girls that follow niall around. no more hanging from a fishing line or wasting oodles of precious time dancing, singing and laughing. no more plaza breaks with friends. no more thought provoking conversation about art and life with whoever is around this is the end of an era. i'm going to miss this place so much. i have learned a lot. this has been a fantastic year.