| Current mood: |  crushed |
| Current music: | my cries |
In Tired Of life
i really just want to die right now...
sam complains that im on the phone when shes doing her homework
so i go in the other room and..
she gets mad...
and tells me to go away ...
and get out of her house...
she thinks i dont read her LJ i guess. but i do ...
and i wouldnt even be here if my brother would have let me move in with him....
i dreaded coming here bc i knew what would happen...
and it did.
I wish i could live with my brother.
i wish i wasnt in va
i wish i was with brittany and my dad and my brother.
there was a future in indiana for me.
but theres NOTHING here not even my friends...
obviously they all talk about me behind my back.
they try to be nice in person but....?
i wish i had somone loving me.
i wish i had a home to go to when i wanted to be alone.
i wish my mom was normal.
i just want to die !
i love you Brittany. you NEVER did this to me!
<3, auddy
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