| Current mood: | disappointed |
| Current music: | Nothing I quit music! |
Shitty Friday once again...
So, 5 or 6 days till the boyfriend comes home, I just got a text message from him syaing that he won't be home till Wednesday or Thursday, I figured as much! I dunno what I feel, but it's wierd without him here, I made it through 18 years of my lfe without a serious boyfriend, and now I have one and I freak out when he's gone, RIDICULOUS! That really has to stop, but I guess that's all part of growing up...which I am not happy about! I wnna stay little forever, nothing matters when your young! No boyfriends, bills, careers, NOTHING! Just barbies and bigwheels and that's how I liked it! I mean I ove my friends and my boyfriend to no end, but if I never had them, there'd be nothing to miss so if I was little again, no one would matter! This is a pointless entry! Ok I gotta go iron a shrt smoke a cigg and get ready for the rest of my interview, wish me luck! *LEASE*
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