happy for a change
well today i talked to melissa for a while and got some answers to those questions ive been killing myself over. now im finally feeling better, and i am definetly ready to move on this time. not that i dont still have feelings for melissa because how could i forget about her? but im not hung up on her anymore, and i have feelings for other girls too so i guess i just have to keep looking for the right one, why cant she just find me? ugh girls are so confusing. but i love them so much! stupid me.