|Current mood:|| groggy|
|Current music:||Esthero- Heaven Sent|
I thought I'd be feeling better from last night's little discovery over john's new interest. uh, i'm not. of course, i still haven't spoken to him for a while. but that's because he doesnt' write back. which could be due to the timing of my messages (3 30 am- 4 am) but whatever. i'm third shift, what can you do?i wish i could say that the more unavailable he is, the more i want him but i really did want him too much before. he's different from other people i know and that intrigues me. of course i dont know a terrible amount of people. i wonder how chuck is doing? i guess if waukesha boy doesn't want me to visit, i could call up chuck and get drunk with him. ok it's off to school for me. ciao.