|Current mood:|| disappointed|
|Current music:||Roni Size - Brown Paper Bag|
Have you ever had a situation where you started hanging out with someone cool and you finally admit to yourself that you like them and just as you're about to start opening up, you realize they've begun to like someone too? as in not you? every boy i have ever been insatiably attracted to has done this to me. And now I have one more name for the list. Of course I've also been known to assume and overreact etc etc etc but I really was just shy about the whole thing. I don't meet new people often and I didnt' want to scare him away with the f-word (flirting, of course.) Is it my mentioning of the still unfucked status? Could someone really be that cold? well timmy is talking to me and of course he's the reciprocal of this dilemna, i like him until i get to know him and then realize my interest is only platonic. it's unfortunate but i'll still visit. it'll be fun.
Ahh, hypocrisy, how often we deal.