|Current mood:|| sick|
if only for a minute
When I think of what went wrong
I wonder how I could mess up something so perfect.
I used to think how I got someone so lovely, so fun, someone who made me happy
I wanted to be your everything, someone you wanted to show everyone
And I felt I wasn't that.
I just wanted more time to become that
Now it sounds so superficial
It was too late.
When I realized what I had, you realized that you didn't want it anymore.
I was always pushing. You were always pulling- away.
We have an angel now
And I went through a period- one day I hated you, and one day I wanted to live our perfect life.
I wanted to move into the house you were going to build me.
We were supposed to live happily ever after.
We were perfect together in the beginning.
Too many lies, not seeing each other enough, just growing apart and becoming two incredibly different people.
At least I am.
I just want to be friends now. Do what's best for our little princess.
I hate that we can't ever be.
I hate that you have someone else on your pedestal.
I hate that you come pick her up and I don't see her for two days.
We should be.
We're goofy, we're fun.
We made each other happy.
If only for a minute.