|Current mood:|| cranky|
|Current music:||One Last Caress,AFI (misfits cover)|
...Do You Know What It Feels Like Being Alone?...
Okie..well i thought that once school started i'd have shit to write in here... WRONG... nuffin important enuff happened infact NUFFIN At all has happened and im loosing my "passion" To write in my journal really... i mean my life is so DULL anymore..
Just When i thought i was getting rid of my enemy's i was makeing more... what the christ i mean i try! But I think I Can't Hate Mark Anymore than i already do...
the one person that i haven't been pissed at is Kory<3 and the one and only person i look forward to see every day and i wanna hang out w/ is Kory<3 anymore... i don't think she feels the same... but were diffrent yet EXTREMLY the same and we just have good times... like it's the greatest... i love Nikole and Billy and the rest but i dunno i just get annoyed and pissed at them... i kno you'd read this and i loooveee you Extremly... but i dunno you don't really do anything and it pisses me off to were im like UUUUUUUGGGHHH!!...and Billy..man i dont see you anymore.. and when i do see you like friday night..you would always run away and be all hyper..and i dunno like that pisses me off...like it's real hypocritical of me to say that cause i get pissed when you or someone elsa is all hyper and shit but yet i do it and dont care... but w/e i dunno whats up any more one minute i wanna be with everyone and the next i wanna murder you all and be by myself.. but the fucked up thing is Kory Is The Only one i dont feel that way about her...and im extremely happy tho cause of all the fucked up shit that went on between us last year cause of fuckin Toni...any who..
My B-day Is Monday : ) i guess..i mean i dunno if i can really be happy bout it it's like Wooh hoo..im only another year older.. Me Kory Nikole My Mum and dad Are Spose to be Going to A.C. And Chill....i hope it's just as fun if not funner than last year MINUS THE WHOLE GROUNDING AND YELLING AND SHIT... but we had the best time i ever had..me kory val and me and kory..i mean i ALWAYS Have fun w. kory and i always have fun w/ Val..but me and Val Dont Chill any more witch makes me really sad..and im gonna admit..i seriously also miss Sharon like i miss sooo much of having every weekend something to do or somewhere to go..cause if i wasnt at her house she was here and we had some fun times..we did some Crazy fun shit and we did some MAJORLY STUPID Shit... IDK i wish things were the way they were b4..but better...i wish i didnt hate ppl so much... and i kno the 1st thing nikole is gonna say is something bout mark well why dont i try and be friends w/ him and i have MANY MANY MANY times he's just a fuckin ass... he says stuff bout kory to and it pisses me off..i dunno like he doesnt have to go and be an ass like that...whatever ppl arnt worth my time..i sooooooo hope i get into that School for Writting ill miss some ppl not many just some like Nikole And Billy and all..but w/e..i just want to get away from the pricks that go to this school...i wanna move soooooo bad.... and the only reason i keep bringing up mark is b/c Nikole and him and lindz are now Offically "bff's" so like shes always all over him and w. him cause not only are they friends but she likes him to..ugh..he makes me wanna vomit..but w/e...there's an up side i guess you could say..me and Kory Smory<33 Plan to go friday to visit <3333 IAN <3333 at work ooh man is he soooo sexy i mean he can turn a straight guy gay!!!!!...I Just Hope He's Not TOTALY Gay...cause then that would be the icing on the fuckin cake...speaking of cake mines still here..someone wanna take my cake???? hahhaha.... I Need A Kid Thats At Least Good Looking..Acording To Kory..I have A Lot Of Sexuale tention thats why i studder so much and shit..well i need to get it out..cause as the days go on my studdering gets worse and worse... well this is an extremly long one...im gonna go... tell yah how the weekend went...Happy b-day to me...??