Andrea (pinkpie) wrote, @ 2003-10-09 00:49:00

Current mood:	gloomy
Current music:	buzz of computer

Jealousy
Such an ugly thing. I hate when there is something I want, but I can't get it. I hate the fact that I'm alone, yet people are around. I hate that I'm selfish and arrogant. I hate that I am me.

How sad. What kind of existance do I live? How come I have this urge to fuck people? What is it that drives me to be so... horrid?

Jealousy.


I want what you got, and I want it all. I want the perfect life, I want the perfect person to love me for me, as if I were perfect. But it won't happen, becuase hey. I suck.

Is it worth it?


I've asked that question many times, yet...

I have an answer, but nothing can justify it.

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