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__[brittany]__ (pink_n_proud) wrote,
@ 2003-08-12 12:40:00
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    ...
    Everyone seems to be making these OOC posts about how much they hate everyone and everything...

    this isn't one of those.

    Everyone talks shit, everyone has their good days, everyone has their bad days- it's all a part of life. Everyone is different- and unique, and helpful in their own way I suppose... I don't know, I think it's taken a lot for me to finally realize how much I really depend on my friends and the people I love to help me through a hard time...

    If it wasn't for people like Corey and Shay- I would have had no one to completely depend on for the last month because I've been totally not myself... :-\ And I love them both more then they'll ever know, because as corny as it sounds, they've touched me *obviously not literally you pervs* in a way that no one ever has, and I don't think anyone ever will... not that I could ever compare the two of them to each other, but I want to publically thank Corey, for caring about me and worrying enough to bring my best friend into the picture... :-\ Granted, Mandy and I haven't been close at all this summer, and that's 110% my fault... :-\ I couldn't be around her like that though... it wasn't right, I love HER more then she'll ever know too, and I guess I should apologize for ever thinking I couldn't turn to her when I knew I needed help. I guess I owe a lot of you that much...

    The way I look at it is, you're all my friends, and I know that some of you, if not all of you are going to form an opinion about me based on what you know... everyone does it, and it's something that can't nessicerily be helped- unless you're just a biased person, which most of you aren't. I talk "shit" and I won't lie about it, but like I said, everyone does... this is turning into high school, everyone's right about that- and I don't know bout ya'll ew i used the word "ya'll" but I used to use RP as an outlet-- something to take me away from the everyday hell that I live...

    It's hard to sit here and try to explain myself because I think there's only 5 of you who know what I've been going through- so let me take this time to say how much I appreciate all the strength, and support- and just love that I have gotten from Corey, Mandy, Shay, Jess and Chasity... without those 5- I'd be really really lost right now... I think for the first time ever I feel like I've got some true friends... so thank you guys, you have no idea how much you mean to me. I love you all.

    If you're not mentioned, don't take it personally... I can only imagine how many people are going to look at this post and be like "Psht, see if I ever do anything for that bitch anymore"-- but in reality, you all mean a lot to me... I'm not the most friendly person all the time, and I've done my share of stupid shit... yet, most of you have stuck by for a while now... and as long as you keep sticking by, you're just as important to me as everyone else... yeah, this is way too emotional and I think I'm going to like- cry, if I don't stop so... yeah, the end.


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