|Current mood:|| sad|
|Current music:||All American Rejects *swing swing*|
i hate these days...
i swear this day sux so fucking much. im so pissed off. i hate my family get togethers when im the only girl there. its not really much better when my sister is there cuz she gos along with everyone else but i mean it is a lil better..all the guys treat me like shit and i get no respect they forget im a girl. and josh slapped me across my face like a lil bitch..i wanted to ball when he did it just because i hate that type of shit. hes a lil bitch he slaps girls when he dont get his fucking way.it made me feel like total shit. to top this day off i try to explain the simple meaning of a promise ring to steven and he takes it to the extreme like its an engagement ring or somnthing its not that big its just a cute lil thing guys give girls...but i mean i hate that shit..i love the idea of promise rings and i would love to have one they are so cute...but no...oh well. ill get over it i dont have one now i can live without one.i just think they are cute. i wanna cry..there go the tears.. damn it.. i hate this shit. life sux sometimes. hopefully it will get better by the end of the night. well in the next week or so i will be getting a call from my cousin shane we have to see about taking the scre tissue out of my right ear so that i can gauge it and my aunt mardie *shanes mom* said that he has to meet steven wich will be a fun event..i think it will go good. well im hoping steve and shane have simular interest but this is a big deal for me becuase shane has never ever approved of any of my b/f's so im crossing my fingers..im not saying it will change my opionin abouyt steve noooooo way in hell but i mean its good to have all the support you can. i dunno my family is sooooooooo tight its good to have these things happen and i think shane will deffinitly love steven. cuz he knows i do and he wont do anything rational. so i dunno imma go and be happy. xoxoxox
i love you steven