| Current mood: |  satisfied |
| Current music: | kelly osbourne *SHUT UP* |
i am beautiful.....
im sitting here listening to this cd stephanie burnt for me a couple months ago..and she had put that song by christina gagulara on there called *Beautiful* and i couldnt help but to remember way back to december when i first fell in love with this song i was online talking to steven and i sent him the lyrics to this song because i kept telling him how much i loved it and how i wish i were *beautiful* and he told me that i was and that i shouldnt think im not because he thought i was.. this was b4 we actually dated and when he told me that i melted....hehe..do you believe he still does that to me even now...its crazy.. god i love him. lastnight i went with his mom and met him and his dad at this lil church cafe thing his dad had put together it was a pretty nifty place...i totally whored up jen lastnight i was supposed to go with her to a gay bar thingy but i didnt insted i went with my baby.. im sorry but i would rather be with him then anyone in the world...even if all we do when we are together is argue...it just shows me atleast how much i love him and care..but umm ive been replaying in my head when we were at that thing lastnight watching this pretty queer movie..that i told him that i could have went with jen or stephanie lastnight and i said but id rather be with you and he told me that i was great and that i was to good to him...hehe..i love him to death...god i do...his god father said that we are gunna get married...hehe. we will...2 more years.. cant wait..god i cant wait.but ...* to one who waits a moment seems a year*...so ill be here waiting untill then..
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