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i hate myself and i want to die
the past few days have been eventful. colin jess ian and i played videogames for a while, i got into a fight with my parents, i harassed the staff of unos, i went to the mall, and best if all i got to sit in santas chair. i find this whole colonel thing very annoying. i didnt do or say anything. i think im gonna start my own revolution against myself. wonder how many people i can get to join. i hope a lot. im so out of it right now. it entertains me how amazing some people are and how stupid others are. i wonder why that is. i want it to snow again just so i can go sledding. i enjoy sledding a lot. i wonder what the world would be like without certain people. would it really have any effect? i need to make a trip to the graveyard again soon, which really sucks because that place kinda scares me. sobriety isnt as amazing as its cracked up to be. there is no way out, you have to see things the way they are. i cant wait to go to spain and if i end up not going im going to flip so much shit. either way im going to make this year a memorable one. i get bored with my life so easily. i think sex is a drug. and i think im going through detox. its weird though i dont know why i havent been myself sexually lately. (if that makes any sense). imagine if i were mormon that would be nuts i dont think i could do it. but i guess i wouldnt need it so bad if i never was sexually experienced. wow im spitting up blood and im thinking that this isnt good so i think i should get going.
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