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ugh.. what a boring shitty day
It's Taco Tuesday but didn't get to go.. SOMEONE was at the bar tonight in Dublin.
oh well. maybe next week.
Still no word from Debbie. I really hope I get to see her soon. I'm starting to get disheartened with the whole thing. I mean I meet a truly stunning woman who, so far, has the same likes and dislikes as me. We agreed on everything, the conversation we had went so smoothly, I wasn't nervous at all, trying not to swear wasn't even an issue... normally it's a concious effort not to use profanity. Even tho I had just met her, and I thought at first she was stealing my seat, I was at ease and totally comfortable talking to her. Come to find out later that my interest in her wasn't single sided, as is the case the rest of the time, and she had expressed interest in me to a close friend. Well it's been roughly a week and a half now and still haven't managed to get ahold of her. Kinda tough for me as I don't have her phone number so I must rely on our mutual friend to be the liaison. Right now the lack of self-confidence is making it's pressence felt and I'm getting the impression things aren't going to go too well, yet again. I have an exceptional talent to befriend beautiful women whom I have a more-than-friends interest in that would never dream of going beyond aquaintences. The last person I wanted to take out ended up being a dirty, homewrecking whore. The interest before that got knocked up by her best friend on Christmas Day. Oh boy can I pick 'em or what!?
I give up.
I really really do.
I gave up after the dirty whore and told said I'm not going to look anymore. No more profile sites, no more dating sites, no more personal ads I'll just see what happens to come my way. Well, Debbie came my way it looked good, but now I'm not sure. I'm gonna keep my hopes up, just not too high.
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