room without a window, cant see out.
today:
i almost shot up my school, with the gun i have, you know. and i ditched sixth hour for slushies.
the girl that supposedly loves me, decided she loves zak. and then kissed me goodnight.
i smoked about a half pack of cigarrets, and i would have done anything in my hands. today made me lose my mind.
when i got home, i was having a super sucky day. i was listening to trailer trash by modest mouse, and cleaning my room and missing jessica... just being lame and sucky feeling, i guess
and then charlie
that asshole
comes in and yells "you cant play that satan music!! blah blah!!!! i love the lord too much to listen to that!!"
so i said. quite plainly, because i am frankly sick of his bullshit
"oh, well you also love the lord enough to know when to hit my mom"
he told my mom,
and i got in trouble
"you were my oxygen, the thing that made me think that i could escape."
FUCK ME.
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