ex friends and thoughts
I'm not quite sure but I had a hunch for a bit that this friend of mine named nikki *ex-stripper* and my ex friend dennis have been hanging out. not really a big deal to be honest. But the way my brain works... if i dont trust someone *dennis* and i find out he's hanging out with another friend of mine *tony or nikki would work here* then I instantlly move the other people into can't trust boat. why? cuz I don't know if they are running back to the person and running mouth and I consider them compramised as friends.
frustration yes....but it usually passes shortly after. Besides it's not that big a deal if dennis is hanging with her. his life is way different then mine. and she's not really putting much into effort on coming around or keeping in touch. tho it IS a slap to my face that I the short fat poor guy with a minivan gets no love but dennis driving his daddys 60k car and dressing like he's got money and living in a place that implys he's also made of money gets love from her.....well love being they hang out. yes THAT is a slight sting to my face.... oh well. i'll get over it . I always do.
i'm mentally to tired to type. my brain feels heavy from lack of sleep...
i think imma try to snooze now
btw....i miss you too britt. been to lazy to leave a comment.
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