|Current mood:|| stressed|
|Current music:||inoran - i wish i had never met you|
Somehow I've decided that this would be the first post on the journal. XP Don't know why exactly since it isn't the sort of start you'd make when you want to get to know some people who have the same interests as you. But yeah.
I'm 21 and I feel like I've been left behind. My friend will graduate soon and get a degree in communication. My other best friend is working on her thesis. I'm still here. And the pressure is beginning to get to me.
It's not that I dislike learning. To the contrary, it's actually one of the most important things in my life. The thing is, I just can't seem to stick to one subject and I like it that way. I don't want to just learn one thing. And so far, I've never felt bothered by my way of thinking until recently.
I just think of those dreams I have and have not achieved and my heart actually breaks.