| Current mood: |  exanimate |
| Current music: | Colorblind .;. Blur |
I got home at 10:00, I was asleep by 10:30. I'm sorry if you called, but no one woke up and I didn't hear the phone ring, so I'm guessing you didn't call, which sucks for me.
I'm at school, posting a discussion topic and hoping that someone will get back to me to get together to study for my big gov't test tomorrow. Its probably going to suck some ass because i've never taken any notes and all I have is my book. I just pay attention in class and read and I hope that I can actually make a good grade. I still haven't gotten my grades back for the test I took in Anthropology, which probably sucked even though I thought I did. i'm very pessimistic, and if I was on the verge of crying, I'd consider it emo, but since I'm just apathetic, I'm just loving today. It's shitty outside and it's shitty in here. Guess where here is. I don't know, I'm tired of being depressed. My mom is about to go bankrupt, and i'm trying to get a job,but it's really hard since my car doesn't work and my mom has to take me everyhwere. That means I have to work on campus, which means there are a few select jobs because no one is hiring on campus BECAUSE EVERY COLLEGE KID NEEDS FUCKING MONEY...God, but I need it more. I NEED IT MORE!!!! -cries- K, now i'm emo. My mom seriously told me that I needed to see a doctor for my depression. Isn't that great? She thinks that I can get some sort of medication and then be put on disability, which will give her money. I love my mom and how she thinks. I'm really thinking that she's going to put a life insurance policy on me and then kill me some discreet way. Isn't that a pleasant thought? I wouldn't put it past her. Money does some fucked up shit to people, even to my own mom.
All of my friends are really pissed off at me too. I don't have any money to go to HalloweenHorror Nights, which is great becuase i'm missing another two of my friends birthdays. And Thursday and Thrice is coming to Orlando in October...yep can't go to that...nor can I go to 311....or alien ant form orrrrr eve 6 or any of the cool concerts that will be here in the next two months. I'm rejoicing....-rejoices with my tears- mk....yes....so thanks for being blurty people who can't help out my real life problems, I wish you could come here and give me a hug because as of now I have like 3 friends...and after they take up a collection for me for my own birthday in November when I haven't done shit for them for their birthdays---i'm sure I'll lose them too. Mk. Well. YAY IM EMO!!! HOORAH. bye.
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