|Current mood:|| weird|
|Current music:||"bloody valitine good charlotte|
you preious PREIOUS CHILD
yep i was going to write about something but ever since my report card i just forgot... when i saw my grade i was kinda expecting it to be lower than what i got yeah i kinda expected my first ever F but i got a d so
im a little numb right now. not really thinking anything except i have to study harder.
Alright i am thinking this next bit may be a bit morbed
what happens when you die to the people that are still living? you become another stone one the ground amoung many that read something alongs the lines of "he was loved" or "will be missed"
but the angel of death swipes her hand so suddenly that noone sees it, "they were in there prime"
as i pass by the sign in the c hall way that has the coffins on it that reads something like one and something teens lie here
I think about him, who will really remeber him, the people at school talk of halloween and candy and report cards but what of the ( i dubed him) "the bloody valientine" i think if people where reminded they would think of him, its a shame i didnt know him but i was think about him. how his family must fill knowing there son didnt finish high school
last year when he died it was october 31 people wherepouring tears in the hallways and everything.
molly kim and i listened to "bloody valtine by good charlotte near 20 times just because it described the way he died
why do i want to remeber him because it seems like no one elise is and b/c i dont want to end up like him
i dont want to!
when i first started school i didnt care but when i hit 4th grade i made a slient promise to my self
that i wasnt going to end up like the druggies on the street that i was going to make something of my life
so this d in chemsitry is going bye bye because i refuse to lbrake anypromises thats why i dont make
them very often.
I will only die if god wants me to die if its in his divine plan ^_^ * thinks i have a french test tommorrow *