|Current mood:|| lonely|
"The heart has reasons that reason does not understand."~Jacques Benigne Bossuel~
Love is very nonsensical. It's good, but it's so good that it hurts. Knowing what it's like to be in love and knowing that I may lose it one day, that's a scary thought to me. I don't ever want to lose the feeling that I had when I was with Ashtha, but I think I've already lost it.....temporarily maybe, but I think it might be missing right now. It comes and goes. I still love him and as far as I know, he still loves me, but I'm afraid of losing what we have. I don't know, I'm just scared.