|Current mood:|| exhausted|
|Current music:||radio head...=)|
I’m drifting....I feel like I’m not even here anymore. I don't know what's wrong with me, it' getting harder and harder to keep this smile on my face. I wish I could juss fade away in the background, and not have to be seen.
I know I say this a lot, but dude I’m always tired!
I cried last night, and I don't know why, so much shyt is jus building up inside me,
...I hate the end of school, it's so stressful! I juss wanna get it over with!
A lot of my friends are havin problems too, and I’m always here for them, but its juss getting hard to listen all the time, especially since I can barely stay whack, but I don't want them to stop coming to me either.
Everyones seems a lil weird lately, juss kind of critical of me, I juss wish that people would stop telling me what to do, I know the difference between what I’m doing and what I should be doing…I’m not stupid!
I know I usually sound like a weird, depressed whake job in some of my entries, but it’s juss that, I update when something is bothering me, most of the time I'm a happy person.
Ahh..thas enof I’ll update tomorrow