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Hello, neglected blurty.
Hm...When did I last update, Saturday? Let's see what's happened since then...
David came over on Sunday. We hung out, played games, got ramen, etc. Monday was the trip...the bus ride and the giftshop were the best. :P I got a bracelet, hematite and sour stuff [I have to remember that I owe Tom $1]. Tuesday was boring, because David and I couldn't go to the arcade.
We had a snow day today. I was set on staying home either way, so yeah...Since I'm sick. But I spent the morning playing FFI, then I had a late breakfast of pea soup. Didn't finish it. Then I did my homework that I blew off yesterday, and spent the rest of the day cleaning and listening to music. I went to Cumby's and bought candy and another V-Day present for David [couldn't resist]. Then shoveled. Then cleaned more.
My half of the room looks nice. :D I have a huge bag full of garbage from sorting my stuff. I tried my best to pick out stuff that I know I'll never look at or use, or at least, maybe once in every 10 blue moons. Not likely whatsoever.
My desk looks better. I have all the yard sale stuff in one of the blue bins and in my old PPG sleeping bag. Hopefully I can sell some of it over the spring or summer. I was thinking, for the blue bin full of stuff, I'd just sell all the stuff for about $10. Get rid of it, while still earning money. Yay.
I want to make sushi to bring for lunch tomorrow, but I'd need shrimp. And more time.
I miss David.
It sucks beyond words. His mom is working weekends now, so I haven't been to his house in WEEKS.
God, I wish it was summer.
I have to force Mom and Dad to let me graduate a year early. Then I'll get a job and save up for everything...a car, college, hopefully an apartment...Everything.
And nobody takes us seriously.
It's not so much that I want to get out of school early [which I do], but it's mainly that I want the freedom that I keep wishing for.
When I turn 21, I know I'll be amazed at how free I'll actually be. I'll be my own guardian and control my own life. I'll be allowed to see R-rated movies, drive, drink [won't want to]...everything.
I need to have our journal, so I can write in it...
I wish it were spring or summer so I could walk or bikeride to David's house whenever, and not have to worry about the weather unless it rains.
Only...what, 3 months?
That's a long time.
Ugh.
Well, I'm done.
I ♥ David.
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