Back from vt
I'm back from Vt. I don't really want to say much about that cuz I'm gonna end up telling every1 tomorrow. So, the ride home was REALLY long and brian decided that he wanted to torture me the entire time. I ended up listening to some CDs but I spent most of the time thinking about....everything. Anyway, all I really concluded is that I want to try wrestling and even though no1 thinks that I would be able to do it, I think that I would regret not doing it SO much. I guess I'll talk to TOnia tomorrow, lol. I also thought about college, I think I know where I want to go, but yet again, if I say mention anything, Everyone will try to discourage me and I can't deal with four years of it. The worst thing is, my mom isn't like, you might get hurt, or worried about me, she's just like, ummm...you would suck at it. I really don't care (so I say) and I'm just gonna not listen to her cuz that's all she ever says (or thinks.)
About a week ago, I was thinking and I came to another conclusion, this one not so personal.... I figured that everybody's life sucks, more or less, and the only difference in the way people seem to act is all how they deal with it. Most just bitch and complain, me included, or they do stupid stuff. Others help and try to iimprove everything. The few people who trty to help end up more satisfied with their lives. I can think of exaples of both things and it generally seems true, but then there is another group of ppl who just keep EVERYTHING to themselves, don't try to help, don't complain. Where do they bekong, I'm not completeloy sure. Well, I have to go to sleep. Bye.