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Brandon update:
So on Friday, he said he'd love to go out again, but that he was busy fot the next 3 weeks, but he'd definitly want to go out.
So yesterday, he came with me to pick up my parents. He came all the way from Lansing to Ypsi, then the 2 hour drive home to Waldron. HE DROVE 2 HOURS OUT OF HIS WAY TO COME SEE ME. I was so happy. And, he was all like "I'd like to be home between 8 and 9. Oh, well, he umm, didn't leave until 12. And that was only because Char came in and decided that she really wanted to use her computer. But OH MY GOSH.
And we were talking. He starts this conversation with "Lets be honest with ourselves here..", which, is not a very good way to start a conversation, if you ask me. And he went on to tell me that no matter what, he is going to North Dakota next year, and that nothing will stop him. So, I was thinking that it was his way of saying "this is nice, but it's not going anywhere", but then he got all nice again, and we were goofy and...yeah. So basically, I have no idea why he had to go bring that up, but it makes me think. I really like the guy, but...North Dakota is really far away. I don't want to knowingly set myself up like that. It's pure masochism.
But, when he left ("You don't have to walk with me, I don't want you walking back all by yourself" AWWW!), he was all like "I'll see you in 3 weeks." I think I'm in trouble. But I seem to be enjoying every minute.
So yeah, this romantic fast. First it was just funny, then, I gave it up for lent, and then it didn't work out for me so well. I thought that Friday would have been a one-night thing, b/c he wasn't going to see me for 3 weeks, and by that time, it would have been past Easter, and I would have been able to do whatever the hell I wanted. But when he came over totally unexpected last night, well yeah. But, I supposedly have 3 more weeks, so...I'll keep working on that...
I am in it deep.
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