| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | Hands down - Dashboard Confessional |
I'm so fucking depressed
God fucking damnit... I truly loathe people sometimes. Oh no, I don't mean to hurt you... blah blah blah.
I get home after a shitty ass day at work, I was late, thank god Brenda is nice or I would have been fired!!! I get an email from João
"you have some nerve, you keep acting like your the victim, i know i hurt you but i didn't abandon you, and i sure as hell didn't mean to hurt you, i joined to make things better, but now i have nothing to make better so me joining was pointless, think about this, if your the victim then why am i in the navy, without the person who apparently loved me so much and wanted to be with me forever and ever, dream on teri, dream on...."
WTF!!! Seriously???? I have feelings Jesus Christ, this makes me sound bad, what about the fucking lies and keeping the truth? I NEVER LIED!!!! And he knows just how to hurt me, he succeeds all the time. Does he want me to be with him out of pity? It's not going to happen. He makes me want to hang myself... Now here I go, off to cry my mother fucking eyes out.
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