delphinium (omniscience) wrote, @ 2004-09-22 00:48:00

Current mood:

tired

i'm so tired of everything. i just wanna fall asleep (prefably in ben's lap) and be a happy kid again. i don't wanna be responsible, don't wanna be sensible. don't even wanna try to act it.

i'm really not being fair to ben and to all the bits of me that're protesting what i'm doing to the other bits of me. i need time and space to do what i want to do, but i daren't/can't/won't. siigh. me being my weirdo self as usual. i'm so glad that i saw more of him this week and i just wish it werethis way more often. one fo these days i'm just gonna smuggle him home and keep him here to spend more time with him. or even to go to his house and spend time. ah...wistful thinking.

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