update on the job front and other things.
First of all, the job. I have an internship with a company called Team Connections. They sell sports equipment, primarily to school teams, but also to individuals. I don't know what my title is, but my role is writing code documentation for the new system that is being built. It would have been nice if the builder of the system had done all this or at least put comments in his code, but I don't think he had the time. I would prefer to be writing code rather than deciphering it, but, unfortunately, documentation is in the job description of a programmer. After this internship is over, I think I'm going to try to find a job that deals with the hardware side of computers. I think pulling computers apart and putting them back together will be far more interesting than documenting code.
Next topic is the woman I spoke of in my last entry. I really don't know why I'm doing this to myself. I think I like her even more now than I did a few weeks ago. This is not good for my mental health which leads to less sleep which causes problems in my physical health. Apparently I like to torture myself by falling for women I'll never be with. I went bowling with this woman last Thursday night(call it a date if you like, I don't care). It was a lot of fun, but I thrashed my arm pretty good. It was sore all over for days. I guess that's what I get for not going easy on her. Should have let her win at least one game. She nearly beat me fair and square one game, but I pulled it out in the end and she threw a few gutter balls. Ever since that night, I have been longing to hold her in my arms(no matter how much they hurt), but I don't think that would be appropriate due to the complications I mentioned in my last entry. If is funny that for pretty much every woman I had a crush on before, I often imagined having sex them, but for this woman, it is rather rare when I try to imagine having sex with her, and when I do, it is not for very long. I really want to see her again, but I know when I do, it will only cause me more heart ache. Ah well, tis life.
Now for the other things. Nothing new on World of Warcraft...still has my soul. I just bought the Playstation 3 Metal Gear Solid bundle for some reason. Guess I just felt it was time to splurge a bit again. At least I get paid next week. Wish I knew how much or at least what it's going to be based on. If I'm lucky, it will be hourly, because I haven't been doing a whole lot of work. Hell, I'm writing this entry while at work. It's a good thing they don't keep a very close eye on me. I think that's all for now. I'll try to update my journal again when I figure out more to talk about and remember to write it in my journal.
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