| Current mood: |  lonely |
| Current music: | osker // asshole |
when i needed you most, you hung up the phone, what kind of friend would leave me alone, you are now where i was then... how the fuck does it feel.
its a pity cuz i tried so hard.... im losing my friends.... havent heard from adam and dusty in the past few days... guess where they are... over at jessicas. i guess jessicas all into dusty... i would assume dusty is into jessica... he doesnt care about me.
i have begun to realize my friends true intentions... and there comes a time to cut ties.
if theres one thing i've learned from life, its that it gets you in the end, so goodbye, goodbye my friend.
i'm really seeking for a reason to wake up the next few days... i'm wondering what good lies ahead.... i know theres something, eventually. but not soon. not tomarow. so why waste my time. i don't know... but i know that i will. i dont fucking get it.... i didn't do anything to deserve feeling like this... fuck god. fuck reason... we don't have a reason here..... we waste our meaningless lives and then we're gone... there is no heaven... there is no hell.... except for the hell we have right here. or for some i guess the heaven we have right here... but not many people have that. so what.... why should we waste our time...
theres battle scars on my face and my arms, will you still kiss me everyday?
chances last a finite time, in a warm july night time, every care that keeps you from your feet, is a care that carries your defeat...
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