| Current mood: |  sick |
| Current music: | nothing |
Lonely
I can't get him off of my mind. Every time I close my eyes, I see him. I went out with an ex boyfriend tonight, and we had a great time..we sat in his car with the windows open letting the rain pour down on us and soak us inside, while we watched the lightening light up the sky for like an hour. It was really amazing, but all I could think about was Jeremy and I talked about him a lot..I don't know if Pat got annoyed by it because he was talking about his ex too, but I just went on and on and everything he did I said something like "oh Jeremy used to do that" like when he tickled my arm and stuff. I always wonder about Jer..like, does he think about me too? Does he wonder about me? I don't think so, he told me to "go fuck myself" yesterday, so I doubt he even thinks about me at all...and that makes me sad. I know he's happy though, well at least I hope so..I really do. But it just hurts to think about it cause, we could have made it....
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