|Current mood:|| gloomy|
|Current music:||Flat on the Floor - Nickelback|
Another Loss in the Family
Exact three months to the day after my grandpa died, my cousin passed away. he was only 18 and had such a bright future ahead of him. apparently he got drunk at a party, passed out, threw up and choked on it. i wish i could goto the funeral especially since i missed my grandpas but i just cannot afford to fly to michigan with all of my bills. hopefully my grandma can hold on for a short while until i get my vacation time accrued because i want to go see her before she passes away which in her current health i think she still has a couple years. i havent seen her since i was three and i missed the last family reunion because of school so i know it will make her so happy. anyway yeah its a rough day so far for me.