Self destructive pattern (of_bliss) wrote, @ 2004-12-31 15:23:00

life is good
just when i thought that new year would be like an ordinary day..it seems to me as if there exist (ahem) "Christmas spirit"..

yung feeling na youre friends, fIEnds, and fIEnds of fIEnds, after wat theyve gone through the past year suddenly wounds are healed and not only that.. they're ready to make seincere apologies to each other and start to continuue their friendship!!!
haaaa! its feels so damn good!

nagsimula yan dito eh: i was checking my mail wen i friendster emailed me that my X sent me a msg.
of course i was surprised because after almost..what?.. 11 months we didnt have any communication at all. (only rumors)
so i went to friendster to check it, expecting that the message was just a greeting of happy new year, mery xmas and belated hapi bday or maybe "add mo 2nd account ko" thing....

when i opened it, it made me more surprised:

MSG: ei hene musta na?! nyahaha.. feeling close..
la lang.. happy new year!!! un parin ba # mo?
or may sun # ka na?! ingat ka lagi ha.. keep
in touch.. 0922+++++++ nga pala # ko.. ciao!!

it just made me laugh. hindi sarcastic or watever. Im just happy becos of the msg. and this msg only means that we can be close friends again. its like a way of opening a new friendship again. and its soo damn good. ang sarap maging mabuti. ang sarap tlga ng walang dinadala. yung "formally" everyting is all in the past na. no more negative vibes. just pure love n friendship.

Wowie..

and so after i read her msg..i decided to check on her profile and read on some testimonials..
i checked her "gf's" page and was actually surprised (again) to read Iaans testimonial for her.
wala lang, casualan. friends. moved on. just laughing at wat theyve done before. apologies. compliements. good friendship. realizations. haayy. :)

+ may testi din si "present gf" k iaan.
+ si iaan ka-friendster na si M.. inspite of wat M did to her. and lahat ng mga cuss words Iaan said before.


* sigh* sarap talaga ng feeling when all wounds are healed by TIME n for FRIENDSHIP sake.
i love this feeling. the only left link sa aming 4 is ung link from me to P. (vice versa)
nahh.. maybe not now. pero wala na sakin yun ofcors. pero still i dont have plans para umefort for that. di naman kailangan. basta sakin wala na yun. .. honestly, its still a lil akward. pero basta ang impt. kaming mga mag-eeX eh ok na. were friends and iam about it. it makes my day :)

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